I slept and dreamt… (2014, in Review)

2014collage_2
This past year, I surrendered the reigns of control over my time.

Through the long nights, aching arms, tired feet, weary but hopeful faces of my dance students and my patients, there I truly begin to understand…

“I slept and dreamt that life was joy. 
I awoke and saw that life was service. 
I acted and behold, service was joy.”
-Tagore

My top 3 nursing stories:

3. Sun, Moon, and Stars – on illiteracy

2. Exposed Ankles – on an immigrant’s struggle

1. Keep on Dancin’ – on perspectives and purpose

Honorable mention: Highfives and Heartache– on sacrifice and ebola

Top 3 characteristics I learned about God
3. God sustains.
January 18, 2014:
“Life is a complete mess right now; I feel as though I’m walking in a storm. Lord, the winds have whipped me back and forth, it is cold, feeling like I will go numb from the bitterness of others who tear me down. Lord, save me! I will say though, that God You remain wonderful and it’s truly evident that You are real and at work in my life.”

2. God protects; He is sovereign.
March 11, 2014:
“Ba called me. He said, ‘My ICD [defibrillator/pacemaker] shocked me.’ Ba described how he went for a jog and fell on the ground. 

The whole event, Ba being alone while jogging, him calling me first instead of 911, the burden of not being there during a medical emergency… it’s frightening. Horribly frightening.I was so relieved Ba was discharged from the hospital, but it doesn’t change his prognosis. I must and need to accept that, the uncertainty of our future here on earth. God help me to trust in You no matter how gray or uncertain the future.”

1. God has a vision, a plan for me.
August 23, 214:
“You can see far greater than my eyes can see- You have big dreams for me; I’ve been challenged in so many ways recently…”

Random 3 photos of treasured memories:

IMG_5346

Delight

3. Delight – After bites of macarons, cupcakes, cucumber sandwiches and fondue, we elegantly sipped our royal afternoon tea (such as the Organic Countess of Seville), laughed, giggled, and shed happy tears at my sister’s bridal shower.

IMG_0355

Dance

2. Dance – A quiet moment behind the curtain, I stood beside my Khmer folk dance students in eager anticipation before they embraced the stage and performed at City Hall, before the Mayor, the community, and their families.

IMG_5834

Awe

1. Awe – Inside St. Peter’s Basilica, Rome, the light shone through the ceiling and reflected the glory of God. The choir’s angelic voices engulfed the wide halls and its open spaces, like a flood of God’s love pouring out upon His people.

IMG_5590

Wonder

Bonus photo: Wonder. Also in Rome, we stumbled upon a child playing with bubbles near the Spanish Steps. His curiosity, wonder, and playfulness was infectious.

Top 3 personal stories:
3. Upset Skies – my mom shares about life during the Khmer Rouge

2. Music from the Mortar – savoring memories of cooking, food, and family

1. You Owe the World – on the community I serve, its struggles and dreams

Top 3 films/dramas I enjoyed (not new films, just ones I watched this year):
3. Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon by Ang Lee – I’ve seen this before, but rewatched it. My father-in-law taught me that the film title is actually based on the Chinese proverb, “卧虎藏龙”. (Who do you think is the real hidden dragon?)

2. The Perfect Storm by Wolfgang Peterson – Watching this film, I developed a better appreciation for the sacrifices fishermen make daily as they risk their lives at sea.

1. King 2 Hearts (2012) – a fictitious Korean tv drama about a South Korean prince married to a North Korean woman. I like how they used the marriage to parallel how it could potentially unify and develop peace between the 2 nations. As dramatic and unrealistic as it seems, it glimmered with hope and leads the viewer to envision what the road to peace could look like.

3 books I read 
3. Real Life by Jason Choung

2. The Help by Kathryn Stockett

1. The Fruitful Life by Jerry Bridges

3 new things I did in 2014:
3. Joined the Yeah Write! community – I began submitting some of my posts on Yeah Write! and was welcomed with encouragement and great feedback. One of my posts (It’s Not About Chivalry) was even chosen as an editor’s pick! Plus, it connected me to other aspiring writers; reading their posts has been refreshing and inspiring.

2. Learned how to jong kbenKben is a traditional style of dress in Cambodia, Thailand, and Laos, that originated several centuries ago, where you twist a piece of silk fabric to form a skirt like pant. It is a form of dress worn by royalty and classical dancers. I never learned how to jong kben until this year; it’s not as easy as it looks!

1. Bought a house – now we have a place to truly call our own! Though it brings so much work, headaches, and labor, inviting our family and extended family over has been precious and sweet.

3 random awesome memories:
3. One of my dance students had stopped coming to practice because his mom thought practice was interfering with his schoolwork. I explained to her how dance teaches him commitment and discipline, and his time at church and dance actually helps his schoolwork. When we had our big show, I found her in the audience, (she originally said she couldn’t attend) and she smiled, “please continue teaching my son.” I was so humbled and honored to have gained her trust.

2. At the beginning of the year I was really worried because of my dad’s heart failure. By the end of the year, he repeated a test and we were blessed to learn that his heart function had greatly improved. (This type of improvement is incredibly rare.) Praise be to God.

1. For my mom’s 60th birthday, I flew home to surprise her. When she came home from work, she totally didn’t expect to see me there. “EH?! When did you arrive?!” The smile and shock on her face was priceless; replaying the scene in my mind always makes me laugh.

3 things I hope to do in 2015:
3. Finish the Bible in 1 year. My friends Esther, Hsiao, and I are reading the 365 day plan via the SRT app. Check it out! We’re 1% done so far! =D

2. Read 1 book per month. I was definitely a better writer when I was a more avid reader! I’m going to start with Tim Keller’s Prayer. Anyone else want to join?

1. Write at least 30 minutes a day. I failed at this one last year too… hopefully will make it happen this year. =)

To those of you who’ve read this far, PROPS! =D I always enjoy reminiscing over the year (check out my 2013 review), and hope you have enjoyed this too. Thanks for your readership and friendship along the way!

Let’s face 2015 with conviction and courage. =)

Advertisements

14 thoughts on “I slept and dreamt… (2014, in Review)

  1. Happy New Year. And a beautiful post to start it off. I’m learning something new about you, as well, I had no idea that you taught dance. How do you have time to do anything!!!? 😀

  2. Love reading your year in review 🙂
    Looks like we have 2 of the same goals! Reading 1 book per month and finish reading the Bible in one year! Yay!! We can help motivate each other!
    I liked “The Help”. I read that a while back but remember it was an easy, fun read. I should check out the other books you read!
    All your pictures are lovely!

    • yes, Jerry Bridges is a great author; Esther initially recommended him to me. I read “Discipline of Grace” previously and then followed with this one, “A Fruitful Life.” If you’re going to start reading then I’d recommend “Discipline of Grace” first. =) yes.. let’s keep motivating each other! =D

  3. My, oh my!!! You’ve had quite a year! Ups, scares, and all around. Like most writers, I’m better when im reading good stuff! I’m going to hope on your resolution for 30 minutes a day writing. Thanks for stopping by. I love to check out new blogs and yours/you are interesting. (I love Rome!)

  4. Such gorgeous photos! I found such joy looking them over, and reading about your adventures this year.
    Now I want to eat some macarons… 😉

  5. Those are some nice resolutions, but finding the time is often tricky. I haven’t read any fiction for what feels like an eternity. Wait…I got it! Quit work! Yes! Oh, right…bills and expenses. That was an awful plan. Back to the drawing board.

  6. I also loved your photos, as well as the one-word titles that you gave to them. I enjoyed the quotation at the beginning of your post–very inspiring. I am a teacher, too, and it’s great that the parent was there for the performance and chose to trust your advice.

    • it’s okay! no worries about being a slow reader.. it’s all about learning and enjoying what you are reading. it especially helps though, if you always have a book on you. =) when i used to take public transportation, I was always reading on the train, bus, or even while walking (but not when crossing the street). =)

      thank you for your kind words. =)

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s